Fact Is, I Cant Have You

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This Society Is Going In sane

SO blogging requires a lot inspiration. And with the current lifestyle im leading, i think the space in my head is turning to dust

IM LIKE SO BORED ZZZZZZ ZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZ
But its okay, this boredom will end, soon
And hopefully some inspiration will flow in

I've been sleeping super late everynight, and skipping breakfast, having late showers and its kinda gross. Bcs im a health freak. I dont like sleeping late, i dont like skipping a meal, i dont like having late showers. Ehh, its disgusting. WHAT AM I TURNING INTO? -_-

And now i have phlegm in my throat, and its stuck there and my voice is all raspy and im developing fever. And all i can do is just whine about it bcs im very restless from staying at home

IM going to become healthy again, i promise

2009 is coming to a close, which is unbelieveable
In a year's time i will be done with school, thats so scary. 11 years of school, 11 chapters, coming to a close. The prospect of having to go to college (college sialllllzzzz) and meeting new people, and no more uniforms. WHAT AM I GONNA WEAR TO COLLEGE?

I DIE I DIE ID IE I DIE I DIE DIE DIE IDIE
Hahahahaha, i kid, i kid

Sore Throat, High Fever

I need a change
Im sick of running in this circle, bcs it hits like a train
Eats me up alive

BUT I CANT FUCKING CHANGE
Its depending on someone else who can stop me

SO STOP ME
STOP ME

Drastic Plastic Fantastic

HAIII AIIII AIIAIIA AIAIA

OK OK, im hungry and as always sushi is on my mind eventhough we went out for sushi last week, twice

Have you guys tried the sushi at Rakuzen?
NO? WHY NOTTTTTTTTTT?
You're missing out i kid you not, but it is kinda expensive -_-

Im hungry

I was supposed to get a haircut today bcs im bored with my hair (so fast)
But the hairdresser's closed. Hah, i was getting all excited but the place is closed. Killer//

I want to cut my hair
SO BADDDDDDDD

I asked Z to send me smwhr to get my hair cut but his car is in the workshop. Double killer

I WANT TO CUT MY HAIR NOWWWWWW

SO the picture above was from Harpers Bazaar. Look. At. Those. Shoes.
I tried googling them but nothing came up, i should try harder, but im lazy
They cost 13k. BUT LOOK AT THEM, its genius how they came with the chains around the heel, and the Chanel logo is SO NICEEEEEEEE
If only i had tonnes of moneyyyyyyyyyyyy
But i dont
TRIPLE KILLER

We'll Find That Pot Of Gold

Today i wish Happy Birthday to the person who i've had the hardest relationship with
Our relationship was one long roller coaster ride
Up, down, up, and down again
Over and over

And if we ever went down, it would hit so hard, and be so painful
And if we went up, it would lead us to going down again
Until both of us just couldnt manage it anymore
Both of us were at breaking point

So we decided to just go up
And by some miracle we were able to stay up
Until today

You've taught me so many lessons in life
And as much as i hate to say it, you were right all along
I love you Daddy
Happy Birthday : )